posted 3 days ago
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21 | Female | CA
My name is Flanna, I like this douchenozzle.
I post a lot of stuff about video games and make a lot of text posts about my life.
It’s really hard for me to put any of my creative stuff out in the open sometimes because I feel like a) it’s all crap, or b) no one ever really cares even if a lot of people have expressed interest in my ideas
and I have crippling self-doubt and low self-esteem issues that I’m still working on and getting much better at but idk man
I don’t need people to coo about them all the time but sometimes recognition is nice even though I know my ideas can never really get big and I’m mostly doing it for my own enjoyment
I just feel stagnant when all I want to do is share ideas with people and for them to get some sort of enjoyment out of them
it’s also 2 AM and I’m grumpy so I’ll prob feel different in the morning but mEH
OKAY I WOKE UP AT 9:50 IN ORDER TO GET THE MUMFORD & SONS PRESALE ON TIME
I REFRESHED THE ARTISTS ARENA PAGE EXACTLY AT 10, TRIED TO GET TICKETS GOT KICKED OUT ALMOST IMMEDIATE BECAUSE ALL THE TICKETS WERE IN CARTS
I SAT
FOR 30 MINUTES
REFRESHING THAT DAMN PAGE
AND I GOT TWO GARDEN BOX TICKETS AND JUST HOLY SHIT I’M REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID I WAS GOING TO BE CHEATED OUT OF M&S TICKETS FOR THE THIRD TIME AND JUST FUCK ALL Y’ALL I’M GOING TO THE FUCKING HOLLYWOOD BOWL!!
